An intimate, carefully held retreat for those ready to do meaningful inner work — not lost in a crowd, but deeply supported within a small, intentional community.
Some people go on retreat for curiosity. This one is for those who carry something they can no longer carry alone.
Return to Self is a 5-day small-group psilocybin retreat held in the lush mountains of Nuevo Arenal, Costa Rica. The group stays small by design — never more than 8 people — so every participant receives the depth of care and presence their inner work deserves.
This is not a workshop or seminar. It is a genuine healing container: two psilocybin ceremonies, integration guidance, preparation support, and five days surrounded by nature, held by Jacqui Ruiz and her experienced team.
You will leave different. Not because we promise transformation as a product — but because the combination of the medicine, the setting, and the facilitation creates the conditions where real change becomes possible.
"The retreat doesn't change you. It removes the weight that was keeping you from who you already are."— Jacqui Ruiz, Retreat Facilitator
A deposit secures your space. Payment plans available.
Book Your Discovery CallThe next Return to Self retreat runs June 17–21, 2026 in Nuevo Arenal, Costa Rica. Maximum 8 guests. Book a free discovery call to ask questions and confirm your fit.